Friendship..

Somethings don't go the way you want it to...
Just like...
what has just happen to me and friends in school...
They treated me like transparent,
I treated them like transparent...
I don't want this to happen...
My Dear God...
Don't treat me like this....
I want back my friendship...
and...
I hope this will over soon..

Why is the pelantikan lembaga pengawas so long...?

Why is the pelantikan lembaga pengawas so long??
Everyday....
I close my eyes to sleep... all I see, dream, think is only this exciting ,memorial, beautiful, wonderful day - pelantikan lembaga pengawas...
On that day,
will be my first day wearing the striking, lovely sweet blue in colour pengawas uniform officially...
I will be receiving my name tag which costs RM9, I don't really mind aslong as is my name. I will be receiving the new neck tie which has a pengawas on it... Can you imagine.... imagine just how wonderful is that day..
I had been waiting and waiting.... Waiting for that postponed Pemilihan lembaga pengawas.... It came The day before yesterday.... IT CAME finally!!! That's my day.... my day.... maybe this pelantikan will me my day too..... You know what... 16 days more.... 16.... 16 !!! That's a lot.... I can't wait....Just can't wait......

Process.....Yesterday....Prefect MEETING PEMILIHAN

11:30a.m. it is suppose to start the meeting...
As usual, it started late.
It started on 11:50 a.m..
I took my nervous feeling and walked in to the BILIK JAHITAN..
Aswary and Jessica asked us to stand behind....
Aswary gave all of us a naughty smile and said... "Scared already leh..."
I was not so nervous at that moment...
but when the meeting got longer.... I got more nervous....
They didn't go to the main point - choosing prefects straight away..
At first, Pn. Lim gave a short speech...
saying we must continue our tugas as good as before or better but not worst.
After that, they asked us to say out our kekuatan and kelemahan to convince the prefects and Pn. Lim for the last time.
They started with Angelene and ended with Prysie March..
After that, they asked us to give back negative and positive comments on the seniors..
The seniors then only started to tell us who made it and who didn't..
All of them were like delaying.. to make you feel more nervous...
Luckily, Lim Kar Mun didn't... she was calling my name..
Liyana called Deyana and Farah to stand up...
Then she said...
Salah satu antara kamu yang akan menjadi seorang pengawas...
then she said.... Both of you are chosen..
After waiting for so long,
finally... Kar Mun called Davisha and Sue - Zanne...
Kar Mun said the same thing... one of you will become the prefect only...
I was kind of believe... not believing...
It is because they were like serious... not serious...
Then, Jessica stand up and said...
This time is serious...
I was like 'uh-oh' who will it be...
I dare not look at the seniors....
their faces.... their emotions...
I just look at the table...
Suddenly...
SUE-ZANNE DIPILIH...
I was thinking in my mind... " serious.... are you SERIOUS??""
Nothing came out of my mouth....
except " YES !!!"
Thank God!! I wanted this so much...
I nearly cried out that day...
but I didn't...
I could feel the crying feel kept coming out...
I never knew that one day I would have tears of joy...
But I didn't have tears rolling down...
I just have the feel...feel of joy...
I never been so happy in my life... NEVER...
Kevin Luke said to Hedy...
I am so sorry..... that you have to buy new uniform...
haha....
The seniors use all kind of tricks to make us scare...
Soon... the meeting was over...
All of us were jumping, shouting, hugging...
I went down.... I told my friends...
I got it... I GOT IT!!!
They like yea... I know...
You guyz were shouting so loud...
I went to the cantin....
Suddenly,
I like.... Where I jaga?? Oh Serambi Budi...
Honestly speaking.... yesterday... I couldn't jaga nicely...
I was only I got it... people congratulate me and everything...
but today.. I did try my best...
yesterday...
I jaga tapak semaian at 1:05p.m.
Jessica came from behind and said...
J :Sue-Zanne, How are you..
Z: Fine..
J : How did you feel just now?
Z : Scared...
J : Now
Z: Happy... very happy...
then Jessica started to tell me everthing bout perlantikan...
That was the first time I talk so much with Jessica...
Then Maggie came...
Both of us keep asking Jessica questions bout the perlantikan...
1:10p.m...
Maggie and I met Lim Kar Mun...
She congrats us...
In class....
Pn. Wong Lee Fong... (our long lost form teacher)
came and ganti for the pengurusan class...
When she went in our class...
I ran to her and said...
"I GOT IT" (repeating and repeating)
She is like...
got what?
I say pengawas lar...
Me and Maggie got it...
Stil got alot more...
I couldn't write everything in this post...
but...
I will always remember the day...

Probationer ~ Prefect!!

Heyya guys,
I have a good news to tell you (to me is a super good news).
Yesterday,
12:37p.m.,
during meeting time,
SAYA TELAH DILANTILK SEBAGAI PENGAWAS TETAP...
I AM NOW A PREFECT NOT PROBATIONER...
I am so super happy...
I never had such good day in my life...
yesterday...yesterday...
is my BEST day on earth...

There are 21 prefects this year..
They are..
Phang Jia Waei - 1 Amanah
Hedy Hiew - 1 Amanah
Ng Yih Ching - 1 Amanah
Jonathan - 1 Amanah
Nur Deyana - 1 Amanah
Farah - 1 Amanah
Soo Jian Guan - 1 Amanah
Prysie March - 1 Amanah
Kisheen - 1 Amanah
Choo Wing Hong - 1 Amanah
Gabriella - 1 Amanah
Lim Dhi Ren - 1 Amanah
Tan Shi Chee - 1 Bestari
Wong Sue- Zanne - 1 Cerdas
Maggie Yong Mei Chi - 1 Cerdas
Aarina - 1 Cerdas
Mohd. Fiqhri - 1 Cerdas
Chua Wen Yi - 1 Efisyen
Nicole Wan Pui Theng - 1Efisyen
Arvindran - 2 Amanah
Angelene - 2 Amanah

Form Teacher... Pity us...

...
Pity us, 1 Cerdas...
A good teacher like Pn. Wong, just went and teach morning session to teach Chemistry....
Then,
change to Mr. Poon...
He was not bad.... can be counted as a good teacher....
though Pn. Wong was sligthly better than him....
He became our form teacher for A WEEK...
then he said he is going back to colledge and teach...
My new form teacher..... I wonder who is it....
Pity us....
Cannot stay still with a teacher =(

Maggie Yong Mei Chi

Long time didn't post about her...
Now I am going to start again...
Today,
I was playing middle finger with Choy Ee Kei,
Saying words that are made by others,
saying my 'signature' word.. - die (in chinese).
She, the idiot one... Maggie Yong Mei Chi,
went and complained everything to Pn. Lim Chye Hong.
Told all the pengawas percubaan...
Thought that they will support her...
instead,
most of them support me...
She said she want to letak jawatan because of....
WONG SUE ZANNE..
what the hell....
Want to pull me down in this game...
You better watch out...
Maggie Yong Mei Chi...

Farewell Party..

Yesterday,
we did a farewell party for Pn. Wong in Wei Fan's house.
Ding Nick Yuen, Yap Sheau Thong, Brian Ong Ghin Chuen and me discussed severals of games.
For example : Water balloon, Playing with flour, passing the box etc.
End up, we played water balloon only.
We still have fun...
I will remember this day forever,
even my next life,
for this is the last day we spend our time with Pn. Wong..